Thursday, April 5, 2012

Giving It Out

Most of you are familiar with this Christian pop song from a few years back. Although I am not into Christian radio, I am quite fond of Brandon Heath, and this video always makes me cry, no matter how many times I see it. The theme of forgiveness is one with which I am continually struggling.

Let’s begin with the lyrics that end the song, “The thing I find most amazing in amazing grace/ Is the chance to give it out/Maybe that’s what love is all about.” We desperately want to be forgiven, but how desperately do we want to forgive? We are instructed in Colossians 3:13, “Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.” Does that sound easy?

It is easy, and then again, it isn’t at all. This is where being transformed by Christ makes all the difference. If I truly comprehend what it means for God, who is perfect to a degree beyond my understanding, to forgive me, a bumbling, selfish, sinning creature, my gratitude will overflow. This gratitude will spill into my heart and mind, increasing my ability to forgive others, who are just like me. We are all in the same boat when it comes to being sinners in this life.

From what I can tell, developing enough gratitude for God’s grace to give it back to others is a lifelong process. Let’s face it: This isn’t going to get any easier. Now that I am in my forties, I see that people are going to continue to inflict me with pain from time to time, and it is not going to hurt any less because I am older and have somehow grown a “thicker skin”. I am just as vulnerable as I ever was, and that probably won’t change and actually, should not change. That is why I need an increasing reliance on God and a growing appreciation of the magnitude of His forgiveness.

People are going to disappoint us. They are going to fail to show up, tell us lies, hurt our feelings, judge us, and talk about us behind our backs. But because I am a new creation in Christ, I will cultivate a desire to forgive others as I have been forgiven. It does not eliminate the hurt that people cause us, but it sets us free from the destructive consequences of unforgiveness in our own hearts. In forgiving others, we let go of the burden of carrying around that bitterness. We release any consequences that we feel the offender deserves. We give the problem to God.

Does this mean that we don’t need to talk things out to restore the relationship? Of course not. Does it mean that we instantly trust a person who has betrayed our trust? No, because trust is something that must be rebuilt, but we can give the offender the opportunity to prove herself trustworthy. Does forgiving someone always mean that the relationship will continue? Sometimes, that isn’t possible. Perhaps the other person does not want to anything to do with you, but you still must forgive. You may even need to forgive someone who is no longer alive. Yes, you might need to do that, because if you cannot, you ignore the grace God has freely given you, and destroy yourself.

As Lewis B. Smedes said, “To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.” I am thankful to God for His transformative grace. Without the change that He effects in our hearts, our lives would become desolate and bitter places indeed, choked with so much unforgiveness that loving others would eventually become impossible.


  1. Hi I am so happy to have met you, Sorry you are also struggling, I am saying a prayer for you now. I love this post I am also in to honest blogging, of coarse someday will be happy and some sad. I am here if you need a listening ear. We also home school!

  2. It's good to meet you, too, Tesha. I will pray for you, too. I am just getting started in blogging, really. I started the blog some time ago when my kids were younger, but I didn't write much back then. Now I am only homeschooling one 15-year-old, although I wish there were more. This is turning into more of a devotional blog, so I'm not sure that I'm going to keep the name as it is. Your blog is beautiful. Thanks for stopping by.

  3. Sometimes forgiveness is difficult, but "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Thanks for sharing!

  4. Thank you, Youth Pastor. Now, I'm over at your blog, which is a treat to discover. Thanks!

  5. Great song! Love that quote by Smedes. Thanks for sharing.

  6. Smedes quote is something I'd like to remember! Yes many have a hard time forgiving and get trapped in a prion of their own making. I thank God that when I examine myself, there is no one I need to forgive. Recently my brother in law who is a bit short tempered, shouted at me. I was amazed that i did not have any hurt and did not need to forgive him. He asked forgiveness sheepishly and I said, there's nothing to forgive. I understood where he was coming from. perhaps if we put ourselves in another's shoes, we wil understand and there will be nothing to forgive? Patsy from